So...my friend outed me...awkward

Yeah so I was sitting in this restaurant where I have been going to with my bestie (you know who you are) for two or so years and she just told me what I was. It was sort of relieving and sweet and nice and VERY VERY awkward!!! Because I was like 'umm, hmm, about that...' and she just looked at me like 'bitch please' and yeah. So she was all cool with it which is nice, though I told her that I am going to stay in this closet for a long long time to come, posibly never admit to it in public and all that shit and she was like 'okay, your choice'.

So this is how I would also except her to act if I were a lesbian and liked girls. I mean I do like girls, they are all nice and shit but dam men are WAY hotter. So I didn't come out of THE closet but out of a much smaller and a lot more odder closet. Yes, I am talking about 1D closet in which I have buried myself very deely not saying a single thing about it. I am going to very much stick to my not talking about it unless I am ranting in text to complete strangers.

But it made me think that you know if it is this hard for me to come out of a significantly smaller closet, like lets just say 1D closet, how hard is it to come out of THE closet. I thankfully don't have to do that myseld because as world has it this bitch likes men.

But I do believe in equal love and like many great people have said it doesn't matter if you love a guy, a girl, a dog or a fucking wall ( ;) you people have no idea how lonely I am) love is love. It shouldn't matter. And yet it does which sucks. I mostlikely will be getting a new blog page somewhere where I will be a bit more appriciated since I feel weird just typing and no one commenting though I know people at least scan through this thing. I see you. Not really though. So please comment, even if it is to say that you hate me, which wouldn't be the first time so. That's that. And todays song is not a song but a video because he makes me laugh. Enjoy!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_4vcKn_ASU

WTF happened?

So in 2010 we had this: http://ris.fashion.telegraph.co.uk/RichImageService.svc/imagecontent/1/TMG8170654/m/story_m_ain_1774687a.jpg:
And then now in 2013 we have been handed this:http://images6.fanpop.com/image/photos/33700000/Horan-shirtless-one-direction-33703455-1131-1600.jpg and this http://i.perezhilton.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/harry-styles-shirtless-swim-virgin-islands__oPt.jpg and this http://picturesofonedirection.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/tumblr_m7xauowCkN1r2tfhso1_500.jpg and this http://i1190.photobucket.com/albums/z447/ohsband1/Liam/one-direction-shirtless-liam-payne-1.jpg and then there is of course this which annoys the hell out of me. What happened?!!! http://oceanup.com/sites/default/files/imagecache/main_pic/images/louis-niall-football%20%282%29.jpg but because all the others are shirt less I am going to put one of him too, you know, to even it out http://www.okmagazine.com/sites/okmagazine.com/files/imagecache/gallery_full_image/photo_gallery_picture_images/one-direction-april10-003.jpg so there.

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? WHERE ARE OUR SWEET BOYS? HUH??