Friday, July 12, 2013

Tattoos!!!!

So me and my bestie have been talking for a while about getting tattoos. She already has a few ideas but mine tend to be a bit on the joking side. For example, the classic 'I'll take a monkey on my ass' is very common to hear from my mouth. It has grown now, our joke that is. By now, if I were to follow up, I'd have a monkey, a unicorn, a frog and let's not forget a flamingo, all on my ass.
I do have more serious ideas, but those are private.
That's really all. Just wanted to let you lot know that I am getting a zoo on my ass. So that's all! And no I am not drunk. It's six in the morning so I have been up for 22 hrs straight. We'll see how far I make it before collapsing. ;) Keep it cool, keep it 'real' and remember to be an idiot in a good way. Bye!

Sunday, May 19, 2013

So...my friend outed me...awkward

Yeah so I was sitting in this restaurant where I have been going to with my bestie (you know who you are) for two or so years and she just told me what I was. It was sort of relieving and sweet and nice and VERY VERY awkward!!! Because I was like 'umm, hmm, about that...' and she just looked at me like 'bitch please' and yeah. So she was all cool with it which is nice, though I told her that I am going to stay in this closet for a long long time to come, posibly never admit to it in public and all that shit and she was like 'okay, your choice'.

So this is how I would also except her to act if I were a lesbian and liked girls. I mean I do like girls, they are all nice and shit but dam men are WAY hotter. So I didn't come out of THE closet but out of a much smaller and a lot more odder closet. Yes, I am talking about 1D closet in which I have buried myself very deely not saying a single thing about it. I am going to very much stick to my not talking about it unless I am ranting in text to complete strangers.

But it made me think that you know if it is this hard for me to come out of a significantly smaller closet, like lets just say 1D closet, how hard is it to come out of THE closet. I thankfully don't have to do that myseld because as world has it this bitch likes men.

But I do believe in equal love and like many great people have said it doesn't matter if you love a guy, a girl, a dog or a fucking wall ( ;) you people have no idea how lonely I am) love is love. It shouldn't matter. And yet it does which sucks. I mostlikely will be getting a new blog page somewhere where I will be a bit more appriciated since I feel weird just typing and no one commenting though I know people at least scan through this thing. I see you. Not really though. So please comment, even if it is to say that you hate me, which wouldn't be the first time so. That's that. And todays song is not a song but a video because he makes me laugh. Enjoy!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_4vcKn_ASU

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Larry Stylinson: Real or Rumor?

Okay, so as promised I am posting an insane teenage-fan-girl-screaming-and-going-nuts-over-1D post and addressing the issue that has the social media (tumblr, twitter, YouTube etc.) running up the walls. Seriously, all I have to do is Google the world's beloved boyband and at some point when scrolling down the first page I will see SOMETHING about Larry Stylinson. Now when I first came across this, I was like 'whaaaat?'. Mainly because I hadn't got a fucking clue as to what all these fan-girls were raging about.

So a brief summary. The fans have picked upon Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson's odd relationship or "bromance". Long story extra short they are very cuddly. Or used to be before this thing just got WAY out of hand and Loius tweeted that, and I quote (lame right?) "Larry is the biggest load of bullshit I have heard." Now this got the fans going up the walls with the idea that Louis hadn't tweeted it actually but that their management (Modest Management, which the boys, especially Louis, is known not to like too much) put him up for it. Or something. I have scanned numerous of good, bad, ichy and absolutely adorable posts, clips and fan videos and gotten an eyeful of what could technically be the world's biggest "bromance". http://images5.fanpop.com/image/photos/30700000/Harry-and-Louis-ICON-one-direction-30775249-200-200.jpg

But then there is the fact that if you are looking for something, you will find it. This is the biggest problem in the battle between Larry Stylinson and Elounor. Elounor, for those that do not know, is the nickname for Louis and his "girlfriend" (more later) Eleanor Cardle. The battle is fought between fans, who take sides. But the thing is, if you are looking out for something to be faked, like their relationship is argued to be, you will find evidence proving you right. And if you don't, well, no one is stopping you from making some up yourself. I myself am not so good with photoshopping but I know a few people that can do almost ANYTHING on a good program.

For example there have been numerous photos of the so called Larry Stylinson making out. The boys both deny this (actually the only thing Styles denies, come the question of Larry Stylinson) but fans have proof against them. http://p.twimg.com/AzKI17lCYAEF_E8.jpg:large Now from this even an untrained eye can see photoshop but dam is it well done. This one, on the other hand is redicilously bad http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/25S90DgWoeA/mqdefault.jpg

And I just found this one, and I have to say, nice one. Very smartly done and even trashing the opponents as you go. I approve. Here is the photoshopped one http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Wb4vMPyDddo/hqdefault.jpg and how do I know it is fixed? Well take a look at the real one http://media.tumblr.com/b68b0a00b3fa780b540cfb1b7fa87291/tumblr_inline_mha94yRC7P1qz4rgp.jpg Yeah, pretty heavy stuff. Can't agree though that it don't look too loving that Elonour kiss, that is.

But I do have to add this here because it's just sweet and actually very innocent, something I have done many times to my friends, both boys and girls. http://a.wattpad.net/cover/2451389-256-k868290.jpg
A peck on the cheek? Awwww. I had a clip of it somewhere, but can't find it now. It's from a security camera from one of their gigs and I dare say that the footage was leaked on purpose, though I doubt people would have remained unknowing as they had girls screaming all around them and tweeting within seconds "Larry Stylinson kiss! Iiiiik!" yeah, girls are hopeless, especially if they are crushing on some famous boyband or are obsessed with something. Then we are a force of nature and you will be crushed if you try to step in our way (speaking with experience; I am frequently obsessed with things).

And now to another sub-heading; Elonour, Staged?
I really have my doubts on it. I mean the guy has been dating this girl for what, a year? More? I don't think that it is staged because come on. It's just stupid to argue something like that. What I find the oddest is that some of these fans are trying to convince Tomlinson (yeah you read right) that he isn't really in a realtionship. And then they cry out when he looses it? I would have personally lashed out a lot earlier if someone had questioned my relationship status. You should just lay off it. I mean we are all allowed to think as we wish, but keep it to yourself okay? Even if you think that there are twenty different Eleanors and that Louis isn't really in a relationship with her. http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2012/07/11/article-2171773-1402568E000005DC-745_634x743.jpg I think that they look like just any other couple. It again is all about what you use to search with. If you type in Elonour staged photos you will get what you want. http://media.tumblr.com/aca7403f8144eceeaf6ca964e3608aec/tumblr_inline_mkl0d1goyy1qz4rgp.jpg

So for the sake of arguments lets say that it is faked. Just for the sake of it all. So we have Louis fake-dating a girl? Why? Is he gay? Is he afraid that people will think he is gay and that's why he has started a fake-realtionship? Remember this is all hypothetical. Some argue that it is the management behind it all. I can live with that. Others say that it's because there was something going on and Louis is getting back at Styles. That, in my humble oppinnion, is a long-shot. Might work if we were talking about a nice fast shag, but a girlfriend? Doubt it. I actually think that whatever is going on here is none of my motherfucking business but I am a girl so I am going to butt in anyway.

What actually alarms me the most is how badly the fans attack eachother, lashing out in twitter, tumblr and YouTube. It's just absolutely horrible to read all the horrible things people say to eachother. It's a motherfucking boyband! They are just five lads having the time of their life, leave it be! People are committing suicide because of the bullying. Aren't you all supposed to be all close and cuddly as you fight the bieber kingdom? Or something? 

Back to Elounor for a sec. When I first started looking into Larry Stylinson, I came across this video, which I can't find now, where someone analyzed why Elonour is fake. They had some things on Louis' smile (it's absolutely stunning by the way http://s3.favim.com/orig/38/louis-tomlinson-one-direction-smile-Favim.com-310580.jpg) on how it was different when he was around with his girlfriend. Again it's about what you are looking for. I have seen pleantly of pics where he is truly smiling (though he isn't ever alone with his gf in them). Then there was some stuff about how it just seemed staged and then came the outrageous part. The girl, I assume it was a girl, doing the film pointed out how Eleanor could afford such cool clothes and her solution was that "they" (management or louis, I am not sure about what she meant) paid her. And then she had the gulls to add that she liked Eleanor and was sure that she was a nice girl. You just called her a bloody hoe! And then you go and be all I-love-Eleanor. That's where I draw the line. A simple line. Do not call the guy's, who you are crushing on or being a fan for, girlfriend, fake or not, a fucking hoe! Just don't do stuff like that.

And then the second sub-heading; Fan-fic going a  bit too far?
I have heard multiple interviews where the boys just laugh this off. But there are some where they are sort of serious about it. I agree with the fact that some of these things are a bit...you know, out there. I just actually read the famous Room 317and I have to say that it is the best one I have read. Really good work though I had some trouble with coping with some of the details. Like wasn't it Liam with the kidney malfunction? And am I missing out on something what with the whole Liam and Niall angle? Please let me know.

I was also shocked to find that some fan had made a Larry Stylinson sex-tape. THAT is taking it a bit too far.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tlhhnrfa69M and then there is this http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/larry%20sextapeRemember what I said earlier about photoshopping? Yeah, these bitches know what they are doing.

I have actually been wondering something. All these girls are putting these two together, while still hoping to get some of that 1D action themselves. How would they react if the boys turned out to be together? I mean I doubt that all of them have actually thought about what it would mean. Two of the boys off the market? Even the ladiesman Styles? I don't think that the female population of One Direction fandom could take it. Of course they would be all supportive but then there would be chaos. Most likely.

I am all for them being gay, bi-sexual, straight, whatever. They are just five seemingly cool and pretty talented lads that seem to like eachothers' company and are making the days for millions world wide by just smiling, goofing around and being themselves. I am all for it. Do what you want, be who you are and please, please, if you ever read this, come to Finland because there is a massive fanbase here and then on your spare time do SOMETHING about these girls trying to rip each others' throats open. Some are succeeding. Okay?

And girls, boys, any one being bullied over something, whether it is over 1D or anything else, just remember that one day it will be you who will get to go 'hah! See! I do matter! I do make a difference! And I am SO worth more than all your insecurity!' Believe me, I have been down the road of not so successful relations with certain idiots and I know how annoying it can be to just not want to open your computer or go outside. But you just have to get through it. Oh god, I am turning into a shrink. XD

So that's all. The song of the night is a new hit I found. Zara Larsson's Uncover https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4aq043kdfY  Next week, or tomorrow depending on if I have any time, I will be doing some writing on bullying and sexual harassment, as we sort of got to it now towards the end. Blaah, bye!
 


Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Mortal Instruments


I am just going to start with the fact that I didn't like the casting at ALL in the start. I couldn't especially stand the guy who they had picked out for Jace (Jamie Campbell Bower) or for Alec (Kevin Zegers) but they are both so Goddam likable that I just sort of got used to them. I personally love Robert Sheehan ( playing Simon Lewis) so that I am very happy with. Not the biggest fan of Lily Collins who will be playing Clary but I guess I can deal. The one person who really grew on my was Godfrey Gao who is playing my by far favorite character Magnus Bane. He just fits into the role perfectly and the cat eyes look really good on him (I have studied the trailer very closely).

About the trailer anyway. First of all watch it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGpmp_CUty4
Second I do like it and do know that not all of the book will be followed so I am prepared to be a bit dissappointed but I am just excited to see other people's view of the book. But now we come to the part which I actually wanted to talk about. Their clothes. Especially Kevin Zegers. I mean, come on. We all know Alec is gay but hello, seriously? http://www.alicemarvels.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/tmi5.jpeg
Look at that photo and do not laugh. I dare you. He looks rediculous. No offence to anyone but I am quite sure that there could have been another, a bit less...odd, look for him. XD

Yeah so that's all. And oh because I really want to adress this, I will be posting a really weird blog in the next few days. Larry Stylinson vs. Elonour. I know that this will cause some girls to scream and do all sorts of things but yeah I just want to get my oppinnion out there, since everywhere I go, I have that fight in front of my eyes.

Song of the hour: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSLOR2cRouU
It's Jessie J's Silver Lining (crazy 'bout you). Oh by the way Silver Lining Playbook, really good movie, you should watch it. 

A lot on my mind

Okay I know it has been a while since I have posted anything but my life has been utter chaos. School, work and blaah! And then there has been the fact that I haven't really had anything to write about but now I do. A lot of things actually.

One:
Infernal Devices ended! Yhyy! I have been completely spellbound by Cassandra Clare ever since my friend
almost forced me to read the first of the Mortal Insturuments (more on this soon). I found Infernal Devices by an accident and fell in love. And now it ended. I am desperately clinging to all the fanfiction and so on to help me get through this. But yeah. Read it, I reccomend it.

Two:
I found Spotify! And I am sort of in love with it. It's like iTunes, but better since I don't have to download anything or buy. And though I am still a sworn YouTube addict, I do prefer the quality that they have on Spotify.

Three:
Snow has left the country. Well almost anyway. I can't say I miss it. We have actually had a couple of nice warm days, but today it rained which on the other hand made me wish, yet again, that I lived somewhere else.

Four:
Mortal Instruments!!!
Okay, so Cassandra Clare is like J.K.Rowling of my teenagehood (not sure if that is a word). Mortal Instruments are epic and I am hooked on them. Can't wait for the sixth book which is out March 2014, along way away.
Of course they are making the movie, but I am going to make another post on that, because I will rant! Just a warning. Seriously a lot to say on it but anyway.

Five:
Disney is so back. I spend almost all last week watching Disney movies. You know the basics; Mulan, Mulan II, Little Murmaid, Anastasia, Princess and the Frog. I loved Pricness and the Frog, by the way. Seriously reccomend watching it. 

So that's all I have been upto lately really. Nothing special. Trying to get a summer job which is a lot harder than I expected. And then as always the song of the day is Olly Murs's "Dance With Me Tonight".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3EG4olrFjY

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Addicted again

I have become addicted since the last time I wrote anything on this page. I am addicted, addicted, addicted to tea and yoga. And clothes. And books and movies and I am afraid I am getting re-addicted to Harry Potter though technically the series has already ended and there is nothing new coming up I still visit all the fan-fic pages (especially my other home: deviantart.com) and re-read all of the stuff there.

And then there is writing. I think my teachers think I am a game addict or something. I am on the computer all the time and leave my school for the second. Like right now I am supposed to be studying for a huge test and what am I doing? That's right, writing a blog post.

So that's all that's really been going on. Oh and I found a cool new band. Molotov Jukebox go check it out. Crazy stuff. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K4vOkuT4Ero

I'm trying to figure out how to be capable of a) spelling b) posting a picture again and c) getting my school back on tracks. Not that I am a bad student, I am avarage. B, B+ and then an occational A. Sometimes a C depending on the subject. So that's all. Hope you all had a lovely start of spring and a nice easter holiday!!

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Ten again...

When I was in elementary, I fell in love with hip-hop and r'n'b music. Now it is all coming back to me. I think that it is mainly because I found Macklemore. Macklemore's Trift Shop is hilarious. And the video is epic! I personally didn't know what a trift shop was and had to google it before I really got the song, but now I get it and love it!
And then there is 'Same Love' which of course hits home. Especially with someone as prone to lecture about gay-rights and equality as me. And of course Mary Lambert is great. And so forth. I truly am just writing this because I have nothing else to do.
Except watching the X-Factor, which is as you people propably know originally British as many great series are, and no I do not watch the American version though I do miss Simon Cowell. :(
Yes well that's all and being momentarily in love with Macklemore and 'Same Love' the song of the day is just that. Enjoy! And oh, do listen to the lyrics, he disses the United States of America.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mINGKrtG3iw
 And to kill are doubts, I am not a America-hater, I just generally like the British version better and I just find it hilarious when someone disses any government in general. :)

Monday, February 4, 2013

Zzzz in school

At this state, at this place, all I really want is to go home and sleep. I have been sleeping way too little. Last night I was supposed to go to bed early but then got stuck up frist with homework and then with reading 50 Shades again. I was originally just supposed to read just one chapter but then I decided that one more could hurt and so on...in the end I went to bed around 2 a.m. Not nice.

Lately I have found myself wishing that I could build a time maschine and move three years ahead of time. It would be so nice to get all this over with in an eye blink. I am tired. Very, very tired and I know that this sounds like the typical teenage whining, but this is my blog so if you don't like it fuck off.

Todays song is Bruno Mars' "When I was your man" because it makes me want to dance. Its a good song. No link thought, I am doing this via phone and don't know how to. Go to Youtube, it's a good song. That's all.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Dust attack and insane music

I think there is something wrong in the tea I drink. Or in the water. I have become slightly more insane. Today I had a freeday so I of course decided that 'hey, why don't I move that fucking heavy bookshelf from one side of the room to the other?'. Yes very smart. So I took all of my books, CDs, movies and boxes down from the shelf. This of course caused dust to rise and make its way into my breathing system. Yay. And then I moved the shelf.
Now here is the thing, that bookshelf hasn't been moved since I put it there three years ago. So awaiting for me was this pile of dust and hairpins and some money that had fallen behind the thing. So it was scarf time. I went all ninja on the dust and then went outside to breath because my room's air was too thick to breath.
The good thing about this thing is that the shelf looks nicer on the other wall. Thank God! Otherwise I would have had my asthma attack for nothing...
And today's song is this incredibly stupid and completely insane song I found a couple of days ago. I did the mistake of actually listening to the lyrics and fell off my bed laughing. You can't get any weirder than this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJVt8kUAm9Q
Have fun rolling on the floor!

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Youtube addict!



Youtube. It is awesome. It is also very addicting. And it can keep you up and minimalize your sleep to only three to four hours which isn't that good since I lead a very active (NOT) life. And I do need my sleep. In that sense Youtube is horrible and it is bringing my grades down since instead of studying like a good student ought to, I stay online but still it is...AWESOME! Better than Facebook, though I do hang there as well. But Youtube does win. If you do not know what Youtube is and you don't see the point in it...YOU MUST BE LIVING UNDER A FUCKING ROCK! That's all.

And todays song is, just for the hell of it because you guys don't know who I am and will never be capable of hunting me down when I post this, is One Direction's 'Kiss You' because my friend finds it so boring she couldn't finish listening to it. I find it quite good compared to the 'hit song', which is coming out of my ears by now and makes me want to cry ('What makes you beautiful'). So there you go people. I am not just a dark soul, I am also a pervert, Youtube addicted AND I listen to cheesy music when I feel like it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4cdfRohhcg

Saturday, January 19, 2013

50 Shades

Okay, what did you expect? Of course I have read them. My mind is darker and more twisted than the deepest oblivion of hell. And I found them quite entertaining. Not the first one, that one made me want to puke, and though the second and thrid were as corny as it gets, those I found quite...nice? I don't think you can say 'nice' when you are talking about Christian Grey, but you know what I mean.

Here is the thing, I read the books at the same time as my friend, the one who gave them for me as a Christmas present (I had to do some serious explaining when my folks saw them), and we both came to the same conclusion, Ana Steel is very whiny. I liked her more than I liked Bella and I definitely liked Christian more than Edward, but my friend just thought that Ana was whiny. Which she was, especially in the first one, but later she did grow up a bit, in my opinion.

I hated the ending. Seriously the whole, happily ever after? You could have at least killed someone! Like Mia or...or Ana. Or someone! I don't care! Someone. There is no happily ever after in this world. But when you think of it of course she had to end it up like that. Christian has had such a crappy life that he did deserve a happy ending. Sort of anyway.

That's all. Oh and the song of the day, just because I can, is the stalker anthem 'Every breath you take' by The Police. Check it out. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMOGaugKpzs

And if you like reading from Christian's point of view check out the link below. EL James wrote the end of the first book from his view for us to read.
http://browse.deviantart.com/literature/?order=9&q=christian+grey#/d53nyk7

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Step Up


The first one of them, with Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan, came out in 2006. Since then these dance movies have made people move, dance and listen to movies. The first one was a good starter and I definitely like the story line in it, but still the ones that have come after it have been bigger ins scale and bring a lot of awe to those who watch them. I watched it when my friends would STOP talking about them and then soon I found myself watching the second one, then thrid one, and finally the fourth.

My definitely favorite character in all of these four movies, is Moose (Adam G. Sevani) who came in on the second film (Step Up 2: Streets) and helped to start the MSA crew, in which he danced and yeah. Over all he is an amazing dancer, a very funny guy and a good actor. And then in the thrid one, he was one of them male leads. I liked that one probably the best. The fourth one, which I just watched is also amazing. Very good dancing. In it Moose only appears very shortly but what can you say? He must be busy.
The first one is about dancing differently, second one is still a bit teenage drama, the thrid one is about keeping the dancing stream going and the fourth one is about protesting. All of them is about making a statement. Which in away, is what dance is about, right? So, watch them if you like dance. If not, don't bother. Try the fourth one, it's quite new. Came out in summer 2012. http://ffilms.org/?p=3878
And in the favor of this genre, today's song is none other than 'Step Up' by Samantha Jade. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SegXS-0izn0

Monday, January 14, 2013

If boredom could kill, most of my friends would have lived a very short life...


I bet that you have heard this expression at least ones in your life. "I'm bored to death." No? Then you have been living under a fucking rock! Because I have heard it more than I should have. Seriously, during last week I heard it at least five times. And I think I said it twice. Not sure. But the point of this ridiculous topic is that us students - you know those blocks who force themselves up from their beds at 6 30 and go to this usually very ugly building and spent time there - we are bored to our deaths most of the time at school.

It's not that the information that we are getting is that boring or useless - though who needs to know that Bach had two wives? Seriously? - it's the way they teach it. Now I have great teachers, trust me. Some of them are fucking hilarious and very intertaining, others very calmed down but they get their message across but some teachers? I just can't stand the sound of their voice! It's either nagging and high-pitched or then it's slow and low, and ugh! And I know that I sound like a nagging teenager right now, but come on, a bit more lively performance would make our studying life a tad more interesting.

And moving on from that. Today's song, since I have SO many readers, is Maroon 5's new hit "Daylight". I don't know, it just speaks to me. Makes me cheerful. Even if it isn't that cheerful...but anyway. It's a good song and to any one who needs some inspiration while writing, listen to it and you might get some heavy stuff done. For example the guy can be a soldier, a vampire, a ghost or my first thought was timetraveller. Yeah, I am odd, but it was my first thought. So...the soldier is getting a call back to battlefield, the vampire has to flee before sunlight (hence the song title), the ghost is slipping away to its own univers and the timetraveller is getting called back to the future or the past, where ever he came from. Add a bit off exitement and fighting or sex, whatever you prefer, and voila! Story is done. See I am not as dumb as I
seem. If you haven't listened to it, do it now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngsA0JsSLGM
(pic from Google Images)                                          

Saturday, January 12, 2013

Pitch Perfect


Okay, if you haven't seen it and are obsessed with musical comedy and Anna Kendric, like me, you will love it. First of all, good comedy, and then there is the fact that there is really good music in this movie. And they can actually sing. Not like High School Musical, and I apologise if you really love it, but come on, the songs and music? And the singing? Not the createst. And this coming from someone who never saw the first two, just the last one and that way too many times when I was babysitting. I have had enough of it and am grateful that it is over...of course soon there will be something to replace it. And most likely I will hate it, too. Or not hate it but, what's the word I am looking for? Strongly dislike it? Yes that is. But anyway, Pith Perfect, was a nice surprise. When I saw the trailer I was a bit iffy about it but when I started the movie, totally worth it. Really good. Though not my favorite genre, I have to admit, it was good enough. Like I said if you haven't seen it watch it.
 http://megashare.info/watch-pitch-perfect-online-TlRjek5RPT0
And remember to comment! After or before you watch it!

For starters

To everyone who has ever felt the way that they need to start living, I know that feeling. I might be...odd, young and not that much of a social bug, but if I know something, it is literature, music and movies. I live and breath for stories. So what a better way to express my feelings than, well, a blog? This might be the worst thing I have ever done, and most likely no one will ever, and I mean, ever read this, but still it's just one more thing I can check out of my list.

Yeah, this is one of those sort of New Years resulutions. My resulution was originally to put myself more out there and stop being such a loner, but baby-steps people. Baby-steps will lead me towards the outer world. Hopefully...and if this wont help anything, at least it is fun. Hopefully, again. So if you hate this and find my texts extremely boring and find me whine, do comment. Any comment is a good comment.